I feel so good right now.
I feel detached from the outcomes, I feel comfortable with my options, I feel safe with the people that are in my life right now and I feel strong in who I am becoming and who I am.
I have a new found respect and love for the people in my life, and I know that no matter what happens, I am good with me and taking care of myself.
I feel so passionately about life and I love so deeply because life is fucking beautiful. Even when I am going through my tests and trials and I am feeling alone, I know that it gets better (and what I mean about it getting better, is that it gets awesome).
There is an ebb and flow to life…inward tides and sometimes some ocean bound tides, some destructive and some complimentary/”good” (and I use “good” loosely).
I started a new blog. A more focused blog about relationships. This Uncomfortable2Change is mainly a personal diary blog where I express myself randomly and freely. And I will occasionally go back and edit for content as my life changes and my perspectives change.
I have a few things in the works as far as personal purpose goes…I think I am going to apply to go back to school to finish (request scholarships and grants so I can actually afford to get a socially accepted education). I also want to continue onward with my goal of starting a few schools.
I also have the goal of getting a piece of property in the woods and self-sustaining. So, we shall see how this all comes to fruition.
I always feel sooo good when I have direction in life.
Peace, love, and my cubbie revelations.