Taking a break from actively being receptive to all options for love.
Spending my time refocusing…again. lol
My “see-saw” love-life from my King of the River/Hero Ex
to: being celibate for about a year
to: an old-passionate flame of unfinished business
to: the Indian Dr.
to: a man I thought coulda been and ended up not being (smoldering-ly hott Sport Manager with a huge heart and great mind…poor dude was burnt too many times in love just like myself so he was just as sketchy as I was…it came across as impersonal and selfish…oh well on that one )
and then, a moment with a man whom I had great communication, chemistry and for the most part we were sooo compatible…but I just could not get myself okay with a future of S&M as the only way to get my lover off…lol
I go out with my gal pals.
If I run into my “Unicorn” Mr. Awesome Man I would be more than happy to explore the possibility of love and a future.
Right now though, I find that highly unlikely.
It is easier/less complicated if I am single when I travel around the world anyway.
Que Sera Sera (what will be, will be).
hopelessly romantic[ally cynical]