I printed the damn thing.
I have read the first few pages out loud.
I have thought about reading it with a red pen in hand.
But alas, I can’t seem to get myself to confront this thing. It is like I am at the base of this mountain of a book and I am looking upwards which is causing me to doubt my ability to climb and make it to the other side.
I know I should just read it and start. But the book is at a point where I am so hyper critical of it I would rip it up and start all over.
Maybe I should.
I just need to breathe in deeply and start page one…later.